原来在意的不再在意，原来不在意现在在意的却离我而去。

有点意思，有点像在演电视剧，我就是主角，只是悲剧收场。

想到理想和现实的差异，想到生存在理想中的人总是会忽略身边已经得到的，去追求那些得不到的，如今？原来最重要的现今已不再重要，现今失去的，有种后悔莫及的感觉，苦笑一下，又能如何？

往往总是劫后重生，

想到更多要实现的梦想，

写一个大项目，让它运作起来，从此离开我的专业，离开我的理想，离开我的轨迹，寻求别样的生活，寻求解开寂寞的解药……

灰灰地走着，校道上只留下一个单寂的身影。

                                       -----再回湛师

my last night here for you
same old songs, just once more
my last night here with you
maybe yes, maybe no
i kind of liked it your way
how you shyly placed your eyes on me
did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling, so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down
shall i be the one for you
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i will know that you are no dreamer

so let me come to you
close as i wanted to be
close enough for me
to feel your heart beating fast
and stay there as i whisper
how i loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling, so share with me
your love if you have enough
your tears if you're holding back
or pain if that's what it is
how can i let you know
i'm more than the dress and the voice
just reach me out then
you will know that you're not dreaming

darling, so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down
shall i be the one for you
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i will know that you are no dreamer